i seriously need brain juice.MORE brain juice pls!!!i cant seem to understand the facts on thermometers...PHYSICS,why must u do this to me?!ning' got very high,and when i say high,is like 48/50,for her chemistry.it seems that chem is so much easier than physics!ok...let's c bahx.

anyways,its been eons since i last blogged.tell u what.my com crashed.yes,CRASHED.it will only get fixed on 4th may???i dunno.i'm pissed.using my bro's laptop now.

today went to sentosa to slack lar.din reali trained.leena and i went to swim in the salty sea and ended up running like 2km?dunno.reali cudn't take the salt water.burning my throat.throat cried out for water and 100-plus.we jus played in the water and then went to bathed.then went to harbour front centre to have lunch.i was terribly hungry and ate the 'beef noodle special'.cost me $4.50 lor.kaoz.

yeah.got back some test papers.math 21/20.history got a miserable 14/20.mus work hard for history.physics got 37/50.and my hcl CA got a 58.walao.i'm sho sad...58 is like a C5 lor!!!omg.i muz reali jia you for chi.gonna pia for zao ju and summary.

i feel that i was born at the wrong time.y m i born when hcl papers start to have summary?!Y Y Y?!u noe wad?i suck at chi summary.eng as well.but i reali hope to get at least a 14/20 for summary.

started my revision.started to bei zao ju and stuffs.maths in the midst of practising.sci....gonna clarify problems wif leecy.sometimes i reali wish my physics teacher was lee-teo...sometimes i reali cant understand wad leecy is saying!!!

anyway,wish me luck for mid years by tagging ok?thanks.
*hope i get onghh for chem,ning' praised her to the skies*

today had NATIONALS.hahas.we were let off at 1045am...then we ate some snacks and went to band room to rest.wah...mrtan then ask the C gals to go over to him.then we discussed abt the race.he say we strong,dun need scared of other schs.hahas.yeah,then went to eat lunch.leena and i bot curry chicken rice then we were shocked when the seniors say cannot eat spicy food.we were shocked lor.then gave the meals to the servants...

then we left for turf.wah,damn fast.heart was thumping FAST all the way.i was reali scared of other schs,but i had to give them a stern look.(:...ok then we went all the way up too look for seats.to our dismay,we found none and we did extra 'warm up'...wth.anyway,we settled for an empty space at the shops there.then everyone rested again.i could not sleep lor.then did my hw lar.dun waste time mah.

then 245pm,we did warm up.stretch then drills.were still scared.aiyah,i move on to the race part lar.

ok,c gals race.we stood in the middle lar.we were still scared.my legs were trembling.then the gun went off.we ran like siao.reali.ran like there's no tmr.i reali cud not kp up wif leena.she pulled away from us.(gd job leena!)yeah,so we reached the finishing line then i din reali pick up until joanna sprinted.so chrislyn and i sprinted lor.hahas.chrislyn i noe i owe u mac dippers...

then i nearly collapsed.i reali ran my life out.got a 1634 for that.well,at least i improved by 6 secs...yeah.then went to cool down and stuffs.

prize presentation pissed us off.they say cuz of weather then only top 3 get and champ. team get.i mean wad has it gotta do wif the weather?!anyway, c div gals got 2nd!and i got 17th.everyone did under 17mins!!!so happy!!!

then mr lee say go PERTH!!!i'm so excited.ok...hahas.then we said sth abt goin to mrtan's wedding dinner.hahas.aft that we went for dinner at macs.

somehow,the sec 2 gals grew enthu abt the sch song.2 indian guys looked at us lor.hahas.then emily recorded it down.its reali funny.then went home.walao,the bus for ang mo kio came reali slow lor.i was abt to cry...so late liaos.i scared lor.i noe i scaredy cat lar!finally it came.then when i reached AMK station,this 20 yrs old guy asked me whether i'm in the athletics team.then he ask wad sch.so i say RV lor.i mean its damn obvious rite?!on my shirt?!

then he ask me hu is my coach.so i say mreugenelee lor.den he toked and toked.walaos.he still ask mr lee got join the sentosa biathlon a not...

ok.so the day was like this....long but enjoyable!!!

13 APRIL 2005 MARKS THE DAY OF CARROT'S POWER.

today din have anything interesting.went to cut my hair as it was long liaos.duh...

hai...today damn hot.hope this will not b the weather during nationals.saw teens in 7-11 today.featured yvonne and khai leng...yvonne's timing was 1441...shocking man....how can i possibly run that kinda time?

so yah...tmr probably getting back hist and math paper.most prob maths.hist not so fast i think.vj marks slowly.hope i will get gd grades to pull my marks up.read edulearn and there's a parent meeting on 26may.talk abt sec 3 combi. subjs.wahhahas...

ok.will eat pizza for dinner later.in causeway point.will go buy jeff deaver's garden of beast too!!!

today had trg at clementi stadium.then announce the team running.ok lor...acceptable.i'm gonna b the 4th runner...hahas.

so went to je after tat and ate mee siam.then played arcade.first time ever.played bishi bashi also.disturbed cm.hahas.

then one thing made me pissed today.shall not mention it.

my chance to perform and do my best is 3 days later.

nationals coming in 5 more days.i'm reali nervous and confused now.the team selection has already made everyone feel happy or sad.nonetheless,we will still try our very best for nationals.everyone's feeling scared eh?or confident?!i hope is the latter lar.come on guys...we have trained for more than 6 mths, more than 24 weeks, more than thousands of hours,millions of seconds.are we jus gonna give everything up all like tat?NO!!!let's show them what we've got.RVXC ROX!

ok.apart from the refreshing statements above,here am i blogging when i shud b studying for mid year.nah...i'm feelin reali tired.tired from all the stress,the pressure and NATIONALS.i'm telling myself to maintain the 1640 i achieved in wings.i'm aiming for a 1630...man...

ok.so the timetable for mid year has come out.wah...it's like 3 weeks later.can slack for e lit.vj kp threatening us wif c lit.lame lar.

ok.i wanna rest.tmr got trg.another step closer to my aim for this year.i'm definitely going for it.

rite.so today had training.2 sets of 600m and 2 sets of 150m...was pia-ing for the 150ms...hahas.600m reali cant manage.everyone was running damn fast tat i cant catch up lar.hai...blame my leg and lungs.wth.nvm.

leena told me tat tong will b leaving at the end of the year. i mean its damn stupid lar.leave when we r going to sec 3.yah,crap.then the sec 1s can be freed from his PMS.wth.tmr math 2nd period.i hope he wont fly into a rage and scold us again.anyway,theres nothing worth to scold lar,hey maths form hand in liaos.n no hw wads.who cares.he's jus having PMS.

tmr got hist test.kinda scared lar.cuz hist test ca got 15/25 lar.not good.cud have used it to up my avg. score in ca.nvm.wth.thu got exposition test.i hate it.fri got sci and math test.hm...ok wif it.ok,i'm gonna rock and roll at tmr's hist test.i promise.

oh man...3-4 weeks left to mid year.muz start studying liaos.oh boy...anyway,i'm gonna slack reali hard after mid year.i will and i muz.i guessed i'm more hardworking in sec 2 compared to sec 1.ok.self-consoled.hahas.

8 more days to nationals schs xc.kinda demoralized by poor performance during trgs.i'm gonna rock and roll in nats too.i promise.

woah.i'm sick.terribly sick.feeling like shit jus now.was worried whether i cud go to sch tmr...cuz tmr writing zuo wen lar and gt sc interview...phew,i'm jus glad that i'm sitting here to blog.u guys have no absolute idea how sick and horrible n 'vegetable' i felt.

smsed emily n ningxin.they jiang yi qi lar.encouraged me man.hahas.i cried jus now lor.haiz...now listening to 'jian dan ai' by jay chou!hahas.ok...i noe i'm complaining shits here and no one seems to care.jus tag at my board to show tat u care k?hahas.okok.i'm jus crapping...

nationals is drawing closer by the seconds,mins,hours and days.i'm sorta pressurized by it lar.cuz have to maintain the title for last yr C'gals...haiz...

tests and exams r coming after me too...feel very sian abt it lar.i reali hope to get into a gd class next year.hahas.but mel say muz enjoy sec 2 life...hahas.

anyway,putting my braces after nationals which is 14 april!i'm damn scared abt it lar.cuz later have fever or other complications again.but i doubt so lar.dentist say it wud b uncomfortable only...nvm.

ok...i gtg liaos.gotta slp early n get ready for the week!bye guys!

i'm drenched today,in case u dunno.ran in the rain lar.2 gals route.it was drizzling n we felt damn cold n clammy...woah...sian diao totally.n i jus saw 2 mins trailer of advent children...wa hahas.cm will b crazy over this.

did 4 sets of hillwork too.not to mention we so 'hardworking',go and do 1 extra set at the gate there...cuz we were debating whether to go back or carry on wif our hillwork.hahas.then sec 2 gals got me n em to scissors paper stone,shortform SPS lar.then i won 2 times.so we had to do hillwork.den they got mish to play SPS wif me again.again,3 times,i won.wa lao.do hillwork.resigned to fate bahs...

then got thrash out.aiyah,tok abt those trg stuffs and some sec 2 gals' personal matters.

anyway,next week got 4 tests lor.sian diao.now pia-ing for mid year too.reali hope to get into a gd class at the end of sec 2...wish me luck for nats,sc interview and MY man...

plucking teeth after this entry!OMG...

hahas.hohos.today no training.then ningxin was complaing that she wants training on friday...hahas.

today got odyssey of the mind thing again.my class got 2 grps won lor!go ACS hahas.samantha was like so crazy over it.she was like "yay!can go ACS liao!!!sho happi!!!"hahas.cute.

aiyah.was selected for sc lar.yesyesyes.dunno happi or neutral abt it.ok,i'm gonna go for it.interview,i'm coming.hahas.mon then interview cuz tmr got training.tan wan us to finish training first.training is top priority.

mid year coming.gonna strive for it n get gd grades man.nats comin.i noe i mention it a lotta times liao ok...i reali nervous as it approaches lar.

aiyah.tmr got training.need to pluck teeth too.hope i dun get another fever.god help.

last but not least, HAPPY APRIL'S FOOLS DAY!

hahas.today got trg at queenstown.kinda boring lar.

did 8 sets of 400m...hahas.today not hot,so the sets were easier.pia-ed the last set wif a timing of 78secs...hahas.muz jia you.n this is the last 400m for the season!!!sho happi sia.finally done wif sets n intervals...

hai...as nats is approaching,i feelin scared lor.is either get into the main team or is whether can get gd timing during the race. dunno lars.

v tired liaos.ppl jia you for mid year n nats k...we have abt 1 wk plus more...