today sucked big time.

got back physics and el paper today.physics raised my spirits man,but el jus din noe when to piss me off.for those hu got gd results for el,congratulations.for those hu r not satisfied wif their el results,look for me and we will talk abt it tgt.

i got back el paper 2 and was damn happy cuz my summary scored a nice 17.altho my compre made a bare pass of 10,paper 2 was still fine.
when wwb gave us back paper 1,i was still satisfied wif the free-writing altho i got a B4.however,i din expect the teacher to fail my report!i was damn shocked when i took a first glance and it.my disappointment was beyond description.i NEARLY cried,but i decided not to bcuz of some reasons.

i blame myself for being a lousy english writer.i blame myself for not reading enough.i blame myself for everything.why must el ruin my report card?why cant i get a 7 heading for all subjects?el dashed my hopes.really dashed them badly.

i promise to work hard and work truly hard for el next year.the difficulty level is rising,and i noe that.the only thing to save myself is to save myself.

i now pin my hopes on elit.hope it doesn't disappoint me further.