sec 3 life sucks.

i really dunno what to do at times.just cant take it and break down.homework everyday,every period.i'm super bugged with homework,homework,and more homework.and pls,we are not scholars.this would be for us to decide.it would be in the future,for goodness sake.we will decide for ourselves whether we want to be the so called scholars of singapore.but i will still try to like the subject.it's putting too much pressure on us.3A doesn't mean that all of us will become scholars.

this week's hectic.with the cny celebrations and stuffs,homework was also given in the form of 'ang bao'.math test had some careless mistakes in it.history test was a buzz.i didn't really understand what the qn was asking.i just crapped from the sources.if i failed,i wouldn't be surprised.but if i pass with flying colours,i will of cuz be super happy.let's wait and see.

after cny hols,there would be a geog test on thu,2/2.walao eh.although the stuffs tested are not that much,but how can they expect us to study in the hols when all of us are in hols moods?plus the amount of homework they had given us.plus the things we have to revise and revise and prepare and whatever shit.i dunno what to do ok.i will just take things one at a time.study for the tests coming up and continue with this life.

going to msia is a waste of time.going on sunday and coming back on mon's night.what's the use?fine,go there for cny.but all along i didn't even like or wanted to go back.what's the use?what's the fing use?take ang bao,go there slack.i might as well stay home.or go out wif my frens.pls.if u really want me to enjoy during cny,i would rather go out.in singapore.not anywhere else.i dun talk much to my cousins.plus the geog test on thu.fine.tue can study rite?u dun even know my style of doing things.i really dun feel like going back.if i'm forced to do something i dun like,i will just show the face.the face which u will never like it and which u will definitely scold me for it.so why cause all the unhappiness between us?y not let me stay home with my maid i dun give a fing damn.jus let me do things the way i want,the way i like can?

sorry for the complaints but i really need to let it all out.