i'm now in emily's house.pei her and jan and leena do hw.waiting fr ps to come.

ok.ytd was wings which i did horribly.f.i cried ytd in front of the sec 3 girls who consoled me.thanks girls!yes.i dunno what lan timing i ran but i'm sure it isn't good.it isn't ideal.it isn't what I WANT.what i want is far more better than ytd's timing,i'm so very sure.but i wanna noe my timing a lot.the team told me not to give up after just this fall.pick myself up again and train harder than b4 is the one and only solution to achieving my goals.however,i still felt super sian diao and sad ytd.i dunno what happened to me ytd.i don't wanna find stupid excuses to blame for my timing.neither do i want to blame myself for not training hard for the past few months cuz i noe that i had already trained to the best of my ability for the past 5 mths.i only noe that i screwed up badly ytd and it was one of the worst race i had ever run.what kept me going was reali my determination of NOT stopping.i cant stop.stopping is one sign of giving up.i was reali tempted to stop when i saw ppl stopping.however,i reminded myself of the hard work i put in every trg,the teachers and frens whom i dun wanna let down.these kept me going out there,but at a pace i dun wanna run at EVER again.yes.probably i hadn't fall b4,so i would take ytd's race as a lesson to me.a lesson i will nvr fail to forget.another thing which i wanna work on is the home stretch.seriously,i suck at it.emily also told me my home stretch was reali slow.

today,went to sch fr a video.haha.mrlee let us watch this video abt triathlon which was super inspiring.cool.ok.i gtg liao.

it has been 10 days since i blogged la.haha.too lazy,too tired,no mood.

well,hols are here and the sad thing is hw are also here.come on la.the load is like twice of that in sec 2 and i seriously don't like it.the physics assignment took me like 2 hrs plus to complete cuz i was doing it at snail's pace,tortoise's pace or whatever la.the maths ws damn tough.had to approach my bro for some qns.

din do workout at trg today cuz i wasn't feeling too well.they did 5 sets of hillwork which is quite a workout i missed.sian.i felt damn fei4 cuz i din run.ok fine.i ran warm up which we did it quite fast today.the weather was sai4.it was humid and hot.irritating.not to mention queenstown was occupied by ISS(international sec sch?).their houses are named after mrt stations la.so cute and funny.saw newton,somerset,orchard and i saw this guy who wrote 'newton captain' on the back of his shirt.

went to je wif em,jan,lirui,leena.haha.lr was feeling damn extra cuz he was the only guy in the group.i told him to join our 'jie3 mei4 pai4'.ahah.chatted a lot and laughed a lot.esp when jan act cute and dao at the same time.nabei.make me laugh until i fell off my chair.i was kind today.bought the almond longan dessert and shared with the girls.lr had his cheng teng so he had his share.em said i did that to impress her.sorry hor.i beri kind wan lor.ok.nex time trg i gonna fight with her liao.HAHA.

fri's wings.i'm super scared.i hope nth will go wrong and that the team win sth as a form of encouragement.jiayous and good luck everyone!

felt accomplised today cuz i completed 1 gal's and 1 boy's route in turf city.ok.not reali the whole of gal's and boy's route,since we din run till the end.but still.i'm happy cuz aft tat we did hillwork.4 sets.long and hard run up the hill.and we are expected to run that pace for nats.not impossible.but it will be HARD.anw,when i completed the gal's route,ready to go fr the boy's one,i heard this coach saying sth to a student.it went like this:

coach:hey jason.*jason or sth like tat.not reali sure of the name*
student:huh?
*some of the sch's athletes were walking/strolling when they were supposed to b running*
coach:pass the message for me.tell them(sch's athletes)that it's slow jog.not nature walk.
student:orh.

i was smiling la.din dare to laugh cuz i would b the only one laughing and it would b weird.damn funny.esp the way the coach told the student.haha.

all the ct results are almost out.except el and hist.dun reali expect much from the 2 subjs.physics was a complete flop.failed mcq with 4/10.f.din reali do well in chem as well.(i dried a particular gas with water,and not calcium oxide.wtf.)only sci which did my proud was bio.35.5/50.k la.i'm satisfied.but muz aim higher.

next wk gt xc.muz do uni proud.haha.following next is wings.muz pia and get below 17.10.that's my aim for now.

i'm feeling stressed out so here i am to blog.

ok.i care about who reads my blog.but this my blog.i write whatever i want,but of course,i know what i'm blogging about.

i'm too lazy to type everything which i wanna say.i just hope that u will buzz outta my life.now i'm starting to fear whether my comments will hurt or affect anyone around me,in any way.but i promise,i try not to do this.

today went to asian civilisation museum.frankly,i felt a little bored there.due to the boredom,and also partly due to the fact that i slept late last night,i couldn't concentrate on anything.i was trying really hard to keep my eyes open and many a times,i lost my balance and almost fell.so,i used fann and phagan as my 'pillow' rested on them whenever there was a chance.

anyway,when 3a was on the bus,we crapped a lot and laughed super loudly.fann,phagan and i were laughing especially at jonathan tay's laughter which was super funny,but not cute.haha.i'm smiling like a retard now as i'm typing this sentence la.walao.haha.

got back some papers and i'm especially sian-ed abt physics.

pray chem or bio to get an a.pls.