WALAO PHAGAN I AM SUPER PISSED NOW CAN.

WTF PHAGAN I AM SUPER PISSED CAN.

sian.trg is just getting harder by the week.

i should have learnt swimming last time.just complaining.

trg today was hiong.600m,300m.did 2 sets.600m at 2min-2min 10 secs pace.wasn't easy at all.300m dun need say.ran abt 64secs like tat,far from last yr.

went to je to eat.then to queensway wif emily and fann.bought stuffs! :D walked and walked and walked.walao.damn tired la.my back was damn suan1.mayb trg din go lower back stretching.yah da yah da.emily wanted to eat mcflurry but we didn't have enough money(as in cash).pathetic la right.3 ppl add up dun even have $2.but then cuz we bought many stuffs mah.actually not many la,is a few,but quite ex wan.ya lor.so not enuf money.fann then suggested to use her ez link card.then some problems arise.cuz the person too noob dunno how to operate that ez link machine.then the kaobei manager came out and refunded fann $2.dunno wtf lor.we sat down and eat and talked.oh ya.b4 tat we saw this angmoh guy carrying an angmoh baby boy.he was super cute la.emily went crazy over the baby boy and wanted to search for him la.but we walked a while then gave up liao.emily thought they might go mac.so we went to mac but din c him :( aiyah.anw went home a while later.the 2 noobs suddenly nj then went to anchorpoint's toilet.took a bus to commonwealth and went home.was quite fun la :D

ok.i'm in a delimma now.
i'm pissed cuz i dunno what to do.
i'm pissed cuz i can't make decisions.
i'm pissed cuz i dunno what's good for me.
i'm pissed cuz i dunno what's good for everyone.
wtf.

back to track and i broke down during the first trg on tuesday.

i dunno what's happening to me.i dunno what i want.maybe i just couldn't take the stress,the competition.ok la.maybe i'm too used to cross trg.but i asked myself:what i really want?do i just wanna give up like that?return to cross and continue trg?i thought of trg for next yr's cross nats.i reali dunno.but right now i just have to give whatever i have to track.

and then i asked again:since i've overcame last yr's track season,why can't i do the same this yr?weak?useless?i'm sort of enlightened after i thought it through last night.mayb i should reali just concentrate on going into the finals for 3000m and 1500m.i know it would be hard,but i wanna try.i dun wanna give up so easily.yes.i should do that.track might be tough.so long as i'm willing to try,nothing can stop me.i'm sort of contradicting the previous para la.but nvm.i just blogged how i feel now.

ok la.trg's gonna end late in the next 2 mths.it's gonna be tough.it's gonna hurt.but i rmb mrlee's words:if u r hurting,everyone out there hurts just as much.ytd when we finished the 400m trial,pandian told us to run 8 rounds at 2mins per lap.i knew it wouldn't be easy.i wanted to stop at the 5th lap but i really dun wanna give up.i continued lor.followed mish all the way but lagged a little behind during the 7th lap.when we finished everything,i was super happy.haha.like that lor.tmr trg is at gombak,8am.

i'll try (:

back to track and i broke down during the first trg on tuesday.

i dunno what's happening to me.i dunno what i want.maybe i just couldn't take the stress,the competition.ok la.maybe i'm too used to cross trg.but i asked myself:what i really want?do i just wanna give up like that?return to cross and continue trg?i thought of trg for next yr's cross nats.i reali dunno.but right now i just have to give whatever i have to track.

and then i asked again:since i've overcame last yr's track season,why can't i do the same this yr?weak?useless?i'm sort of enlightened after i thought it through last night.mayb i should reali just concentrate on going into the finals for 3000m and 1500m.i know it would be hard,but i wanna try.i dun wanna give up so easily.yes.i should do that.track might be tough.so long as i'm willing to try,nothing can stop me.i'm sort of contradicting the previous para la.but nvm.i just blogged how i feel now.

ok la.trg's gonna end late in the next 2 mths.it's gonna be tough.it's gonna hurt.but i rmb mrlee's words:if u r hurting,everyone out there hurts just as much.ytd when we finished the 400m trial,pandian told us to run 8 rounds at 2mins per lap.i knew it wouldn't be easy.i wanted to stop at the 5th lap but i really dun wanna give up.i continued lor.followed mish all the way but lagged a little behind during the 7th lap.when we finished everything,i was super happy.haha.like that lor.tmr trg is at gombak,8am.

i'll try (:

i'm back from obs with many mosquito bites.damn itchy lar.walao.

obs was fun lar.challenging,tough,endurance-testing,whatever u call.it's just like that lar.my group was sui sen.many fun ppl inside like natalie.haha.i damn tired now leh.just went to swenson to eat ice cream.

back to sch tmr.

today morn went to causeway wif bro and his gf to get my stuffs for obs.omg.i'm just so excited to get to obs.i wonder what's in for me.

sian.dunno what to do now.hai.just now went to video ezy to rent some dvds.i wanted to watch i not stupid 2 again but my bro din let.haiyer....nvm.i rented 'the cave' and 'a lot like love'.i dunno what's that but anw jus rent lor.

will be missing 3 days of sch next week(mon pub. hol.fri sch closure for voting i think)so i'm getting phagan to take hw for me.wth lor.exams just ended then lessons set in.hais.there's nvr a good rest for us.nvm la.LIFE'S LIKE THAT.

oh yes.had biathlon ytd at sentosa.asshole kanasai went and i was reali surprised.haha.thanks hor.at the ending i was chasing after this girl and we were reali on par.one moment i was infron of her.the next moment she overtook me.i saw many rvians at the finishing line and sprinted like dunno what until the end.i got infront of the girl and i was satisfied.haha.kanasai cheered 'amanda jiayou!' la.so sweet lor.haha.rv din get anyth but we had loads of fun there.the rest played in the sea while i was lagging ard the beach,talking to the others.it was a fun day la.went to harbour front centre to eat lunch and went home wif leena and moomoo jade aft that.i was super tired.slept in the train and i almost missed admiralty.kaoz.i dunno y so tired la.came home and lagged and stuffs and went to bed at 10.damn early rite?!i dun even slp at 10 during sch/exam days lor.hmmm.mayb my batt was reali FLAT ytd.could hardly kp my eyes open on the bed.so i surrendered and slept.haha.

hai.phagan....how?