6-0 win against TPJC but again, it was not a game well played.

argh. i know we cannot afford to play like this next tue against VJC and the following tue against SAJC or RJC (dunno which sch we playing). i know, i know, i know.

when coach talked to us after the game today, i could see everyone was so sian diao and demoralized. and i guessed he couldn't bear to say anything more when he saw us so sian.

i must find my problem before tuesday. i have to, i need to, i must.

Tomorrow. 8 goals or more to escape his clutches. Let's do it.

won 1-0 against MI today but it was an unsatisfactory win.

i don't know what went wrong. maybe the coordination, maybe the distribution, maybe the communication, or maybe me. on 4 occasions i got the nice pass from vin but i couldn't get pass those defenders. grr i don't know why. i always forget what coach taught me when i get the ball. ah seriously. this has to change. i don't want the same thing to happen on thursday against TPJC. because i really cannot afford to lose the composure for tougher matches ahead.

and tmr's training; i can see myself panting like a piece of shit already.

1st Adiv Nationals today against AC. won 2-1. great game girls, i'm so proud of you all :) let's continue playing hard and keep the never-say-die attitude in us always.
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yep. so that basically sums up my day. it was a happy day i must say. but i won't get complacent because i know there will be tougher matches ahead. still, i think we really fought hard today. thanks to all supporters who came down today! your voices were heard! haha. anw, after the match, we all bus-ed down to NTU for pitch trg. i was happily hitting ard with liu and then i got gradually weaker. i think its cuz the last time i ate was at like 10 plus am? i couldn't eat during lunch cuz i was really too too full i dunno why. yeah so i finished pam's cereal and half of ivy yeo's bread. haha. ugh G was like "amanda are you ok?" i shook my head. "ok hurry i need you here, how long will you take?" me: 10 mins. oh well. but trg was quite slack la. and after trg i sat on the bench and i was VERY reluctant to move cuz i was very super shagged out. but still i managed to make my way home via ivy yeo's car and the mrt. haha.

i'm so tired now i shall go get my well deserved rest.

shagged out.

had 2 matches today: us vs SAJC, which we drew 1-1. and tornados vs UWC, which we won 2-1. haha so felt quite satisfied today.

so from northland, ade me sl and liu tompang dolly's dad car to adams where we ate some ice kachang. halfway through our dessert the sky turned dark and rain started to fall. and it was so damn heavy la. sl and i attempted to flag a cab outside adams but to no avail. so we went back to adams again. and when the rain started to lighten, we cabbed down to ccab. after the match, the 4 of us were too tired (and lazy) to walk to adams for dinner. so again, we cabbed down to adams.haha. ate dinner, talked cock then went home.

guys nationals in 2 days. good luck guys! girls nationals in 11 days! NJC hockey GO GO GO!

i guess i had no share in ytd's happiness around 77% of the J2s in nj. but on wed night i was thinking about the possibility alr. so on thu when i saw the letter beside my name, i was feeling quite numb. of cause i felt sad but i guess this is purely fate. and i'm not appealing cause firstly it costs $100 plus just to ask some teachers to review your scripts and secondly it's highly unlikely that the grade will change. so yeah. and i don't think it's of any use brooding over it and i might as well divert my energy to hockey and my other H2s. but it's really quite annoying not to reap what you sow. but again, it's fate. so god damn it just accept it.

enough of the pointless talk... sat's friendly with SAJC. i must play well tmr! and following that is a tornados match....shagged sia.

enjoy good friday!