omg today's maths was not good.

it was supposed to be a confidence-booster for most. and i think i'm weak in stats. have to buck up for that.

gp's compre theme was -__- haha.

i hope tmr's econs will be okay.

highly unlikely though.

damn it. i don't like complex numbers. their problems are indeed complex wth. gets me fed up.

and econs is so zzz. good luck to us s18.

wheee....

sian. tired.

there's GP tmr at 1030. piangs,em and i(and maybe niang) are going at 9 to avoid the main gate. i feel lazy to wake up at 7.... and i hope tmr's GP lesson will be fun. haha.

anw i had this damn weird dream at like 8am plus this morning (i only woke up at 10). its like there's a celebration going on in nj. dunno for wad. i think it was CNY celebrations. and then 10 people from s18 pon the thing. couldn't rmb the 10 except for me,kah han,zhi hao,jun hao and peng jie. haha it's damn weird. i forgot whether there were any girls who pon. the 10 of us who pon were in school, but pon the performance in the hall. then after that the 10 of us were running around in sch, cuz teachers were chasing us to get us into the hall.and we ran like really running for our lives. like damn scared that kind. and then we run run run, we ended up in a carpark and we continued running and running away from those chasing us. those chasing us included teachers and miss ek(rv principal) like wth?and they were like carrying guns, ready to shoot us if need be. i was feeling very scared and i was running like mad. then the 10 of us got separated cuz the car park was quite big and we went our separate ways. then after that i got caught i think, by miss ek.

then i woke up. and my heart was beating faster than normal. and i was so f-ing glad that it was just a dream haha.

haha. quite a weird dream. so the moral of the dream is not to pon any performance in nj! lol.

gah i can't sleep. i dunno why. hmmm. should i go downstairs to watch some cable tv, or should i lie on my bed and try sleeping, or should i watch Friends with my sister in her room, or should i surf the net till i feel sleepy? grr. i hate being unable to fall asleep.

i'm so darn bored. so i was reading through my older blog posts (again) and i chanced upon something my previous coach said, which i think really make sense. he used to tell us this before a race:

Don't give up, because everyone out there is tired and there will always be people feeling more tired than you-Mr Eugene Lee :)

hope this serves as a motivation to all the j2s out there! 5 more months!

gah i'm done with studying today.tired.

anw,one thing i do while taking a break from studying is to read my older blog posts. like those posted in secondary school.i think they're damn funny and childish and i never fail to smile to myself when i'm reading them.spelling and language are damn lol.the most funny posts come from those in sec1. haha. don mind me for my boredness.

a few unedited excerpts:

SEC1
ok,gtg.wrote this entry after playin soccer and basketball wif sis in the house.amazing uh?gtg and bathe le...smells like someone from the garbage bin...gdbye!

today got training lor...ran 7.3km and sprinted at the last 500m mark...damn tired loh.then went to 7-11 wif ningxin fann peishi and that zi lian chrislyn tay loh.bought the tomyam noodles like ningxin.had a problem squeezing the tom yam flavouring out and had to get a pair of scissors from the cashier....so PAI SEH lor.then everyone say i very 'FAST'.haiz....wad to do...i`m as "fast" as ever wad...

yoyo!today went to the ''new sch" to have a class wif mr lee.haha,the seniors and juniors were present and mr lee talked abt goal setting and more stuffs like mental skill thingy lar.to b honest,it's quite boring but i noe lar,it's for own gd rite...yeah yeah...then me,karen,chuan min stayed back for abt 30 mins to do the math project lor,statistics poster.sian lar,then having another meeting on fri which is new year's eve lor...hai...wad to do...anyway,chrislyn was like drawing and eating thruout the class and i was telling her to stop eating and she ap me....:(..haha...then we set our goals as a team lar,we wrote on a piece of paper but the paper got vandalized in the end by me,pei shi,ningxin(of cuz)and chrislyn.haha.

SEC2
then today got cca in sch.did very little core strength and then ran 4 rounds ard the sch lar,i dunno wads the dist.then the sun today is extremely hot and everyone was dehydrated lar.then after the 4th rd then went to refill my bottle to the brim and drank it all at 3 shots.haha.was very thirsty mah.then came home at ard 630pm liao.then ate dinner and did my homework.luckily today only got hist assign 1.

today had trg at macritchie lar.same as usual,we had long run under the merciless sun lor.walao,i think i'm gonna go charcoal sooner or later.

i change my blog skin,nice rite??!?!today can blog,so rare chance that i had a chance to blog lar.these days r occupied wif projects and homework.HOMEWORK SUX!hai,teachers going crazy aladi lar,giving so many homework lar.

SEC3
sian.today's ss was okay.i dunno how to say.results come back then say bah.hai.went home with fann today.talked much.that ah siao has piano at sembawang.like for very rare times,ppl take with me to admiralty la can.anyway,cca was good ytd.did 20mins easy run under the hot sun.while i saw 4 male teachers,oh and 1 female,playing soccer.they play until very jing1 cai3.oh yes.i dun reali have a good feeling for physics on monday.HAIS.

siao liao time trial on tues.it's so sudden.came back from trg long ago.did chores at home.and my parents are going out for dinner tonight!so it's only my sis and i at home cuz my bro's attending a wedding dinner.hmm.what should we do?trg today was hiong.haha.8km.up tempo for 1km.back off for 2km.sian la.and we exchanged pressies at je today!yay.thanks PEISHI for her pressie!i really <3>

SEC4
oh ya i think i forgot to mention abt ONE of llm's hw,that is to complete the whole of Physics FYS,mcq plus explanation plus structured,except the chapters she hadn't taught,which is like a freaking one.

anyways.ended nationals on wed.4 yrs of xc just gone like that.i really miss the times in sec1,when everyone was so noob.sec2,when it was our golden year.sec3,when we didn't do so well,and sec4,when we realised that results doesn't matter;the journey does.

haha. the gradual increase in maturity eh.

my name tag!

haha some pictures to share! i failed to upload ytd cuz blogger was having some problems.


ok this picture looks damn scary. try putting it as your wallpaper lol.

niang spoils the picture.

been going out these 2 days. IRON12 dinner ytd, and baking session at mel's house today!

so ytd i went sch for GP lesson at 1030. i was late, reached at 1035 but yashi hasn't started yet haha. kahhan was later, like 20mins late. so GP was quite fun ytd cuz yang sheng made some lame but funny comments which lightened the atmosphere. and it was funny seeing yashi deal with him. haha. anw after GP i went home quickly to bathe and chg.

so i went out of the house at 4pm, and was supposed to meet at city hall at 430 so i was obviously late. and then all the while i thought the meeting point was at orchard so i happily alighted at orchard and called niang. i asked her to meet me at some escalator but she said she couldn't find me. so i asked where was she and she said city hall. so then i train-ed to city hall.zzz. i still bet with emily that i would reach earlier than her, but of course the opposite happened. haha. then we went to NYNY! nice food and service. spent quite a while there before walking to clarke quay. camwhored on the way too. haha. we wanted to find a place to sit and drink but we couldn't find any. there was this bar called 'Clinic' and it was quite eerie. the seats are wheelchairs and some resembled hospital beds. yeah and they only served alcoholic drinks so we decided we would go there after our As. haha. so in the end we went to starbucks at Central. had some drinks there, talked, decided it was late, and went home. but before that we went to Cheers to get a 'drink'.hehe. it wasn't strong but niang and i thought piangs was a little blur after her sip hahaha. nvm piangs after As niang will train you! hahaha. then took 190 home with ramli,em,piangs and niang and reached home at 1030. was damn tired and slept soon. the outing was damn fun haha. meeting up with old friends really cheers everyone up. i love the girls and the team :)

and then today went to mel's house to bake. but actually i wasn't doing much. haha. just slacked and ate the cookies. then we celebrated jerry's bdae and went cwp to watch Hannah Montana! haha nice show. the guy in the show is hot and cute! haha and his name in the show is called Travis. lol. so whenever he appeared, gg me and mel would giggle cuz we thought of zhi hao. hahaha. zhi hao, go watch that show! lol. then came home.

urgh. the first week is passing by like nobody's business. damn fast. and soon it will be CTs, prelims, and As. dang.

ah i didn't update on monday's s18 bbq. so here it goes.

so we had chem lesson at 1pm. and low said it would last for 3 hours but of course no lesson of his lasted that long before. so in fact the 3 hours (plus plus) included the time spent on moving tables and chairs from TB block to TD block. walao la. i forgot how long we spent on that. haha everyone was complaining.and we keep pestering low to sponsor our bbq and said we need to go soon to start fire. hahaha. sai. the moving got us all dirty and sweaty. gina was so put off by something on her sleeve that she went to mel's house to bathe. so after sch, we went to ten mile's sheng siong to buy our bbq stuffs. we bought quite alot, only to spend abt $120 plus. and i think we had left-overs in the end. but compared to last november's bbq, we bought considerably little food this time round (like only 1 pack of chicken wings, but i think there were unfinished ones too).

then we went to take the LRT. being LRT noobs, we didn't board the first train cuz we thought it would be a waste of time having to make a loop. and then when the train left, we had to wait for 15mins for the next one, which is going the same way as the first. hai. so we waited patiently. i was very hungry at that time man. ok then we took the train to bukit panjang, then transitted to another LRT which goes to CCK. yup. so after that, me mel gina and jerry went to mel's house cuz she and gg wanted to bathe. while waiting, jerry ate her since-morning bee hoon while i kope-ed mel's cup noodles. haha. then after that we went to CCK and to aza's house!

they were alr starting to cook when we arrived so it wasnt long before we could eat. haha the bbq was fun as we witnessed the kah han, jun hao and wee siang doing their forfeits when they lost in poker and indian poker. they were supposed to jump into the pool but a security guard was on duty so kah han and jun hao just showered their head. haha but wee siang was a little unlucky cuz there wasnt any guard looking. so jun hao conveniently pushed wslee into the pool. haha. oh and we celebrated cheng hui and jerry's birthday too! the cake was nice :) yeah so after that we tried to finish the food but failed. haha. then we cleaned up and went home. haha and the attendance for this bbq was very good. nearly everyone went.

i'm looking forward to the next bbq! but probably after our big As already. but nevertheless, i'm still anticipating it! :)

but for now, i'm looking forward to tmr's IRON12 dinner gathering at NYNY! carrots!